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Tuesday, January 19, 2010, 12:23 AM
figuring out on my own
Monday, January 18, 2010, 1:57 AM
someone like you
Look, I know you probably want this too, but I’mma say it first… I know we’re not in a relationship but we’re supposeably talking. I like it.. But I think we need a little break. I just feel that its best for us. I know I told you I like you, and you said it back (I was surprised but happy at the same time; really excited lol.) But I don’t know if you really meant it and how you feel now.. You can say so much over the phone. (I think you tell every girl the same thing; what they want to hear.) Ugh I’m just getting mixed emotions and I sort of liked it when we first met, but see, I think you just used me; wanted someone to talk to. I talked to you. Hmm, I don’t wanna get hurt again or more than I actually already am. So I’mma just let you go right now, I’ll be in less pain than I would be if I were to keep doing what I do. But you’re kind of telling me the exact same thing, you don’t want this anymore either… You’re gonna find someone new eventually, maybe soon.. Like maybe Saturday. I’m not jealous okay? I just don’t feel happy or I mean really comfortable knowing you can be hitting on other girls, I mean I know we’re not in a relationship and all again, which makes perfect sense for you to go on ahead and do that, like I may sort of flirt with some guys but I don’t take it far, because I knoww I sorta have this thing with YOU, now I really don’t think so. But yea, there’s your opportunity to go talk to someone new, you probably already have met. Like on Friendster, where we met (wow, yea people.. I know what you’re probably thinking.) We fuckin connected right away though.. Hmph wtf, haha. Anywaaays, I really don’t think we should talk anymore. But I don’t have to tell you because it seems pretty clear to me that you’re already trying to get rid of me..-taken from someone's tumblr Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 1:54 AM
again i go unnoticed
"I wonder if you still notice me. I wonder if you know that I still care about you. And if all the answers are no then I’m glad that we’re just friends." |